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Fae'rin Amien
 living in a trouble mess , sticking up high and not afraid to go down short 17 this year , single in status and straight in orientation 14 nov is the magic date / mth , blue is the colour suits message to all ; My opinions may have changed, but not the fact that I'm right. Those are my principles. If you don't like them I have others(: message to spammers ; I dont need Your Attitude, I Have One of My Own & lastly , CLICK YOUR HEELS AND SAY "I NEED A LIFE, I NEED A LIFE archives. By post:
By month: Saturday, October 31, 2009 hello people ! ku sungguh nye penat . and yes , moving on is the priority . so today is the mark of 1st nov . 13 more days to my bdae , and huhu . and 31st oct is the mark of the halloween ! tricks and treat . tok to ayg today since mrning and nite ! thru phne and msgs . hees . meeting him tmr in sch , insyallah . and guess what , my sister graduation ceremony was such a blast ! met shiqah there . and pops , loads of kids singing and laughter makes me smiles and i really do love kids loads . ltr on maybe followed mum and dad go JB , then aftnn maybe going tamp . and guess , gtg fr now , sleepy now . bye
Friday, October 30, 2009           pic are randomly mix .. so ytd went to hortpark .. yippies . with my classmates on a field trip ?? haha . & it was too bored .. and guess what , walk ard the exhibits then gone . too lame ! , nothing interesting at all . aft that , we are released there . my usual geeks frens played ard hortpark , took pic and camwhore many2 . and boredom strikes , so decided to go to vivo for breakfast cum lunch . and in the bus , its like most of the JC0901R students were in there . so funny when akid on his speaker mp3 ? haha . it is so amazing loud ! reached vivo , went candy empire , ate at long john silver . and yuhuu , lepak at vivo roof top amphitheathre , played with water and cum akid and gang games , haha . forfeit here and there , it was tremendous funny ! disturb outsiders and sang happy birthday songs . haha . we were loud ! so aft all , took 65 to bedok reservoirs ALONE , home . then wash up , out again and met my abg at bedok int . he wan to buy PSP GAME ! haha . then followed him take his gf up at near changi prison there , then went back to bedok int , walk2 , then went to his gf place , kak naz and had dinner . huhu . and then home sweet home .. and today , 31 oct , gotta go and see my sister graduating ceremony concert . haha and maybe aft that , meeting fairuz , my babe friend ! camwhore la siolx . haha . bye
Thursday, October 29, 2009 me and hby seems okay . but each of us needs to rest our minds up . i dun noe . ive been crying like since aftrnoon till just now . and u , stop saying ..... i dun like . stop it tau . and pls , keep ur promises .. chatted with kak raihanah . and i cried abt it too ./ i didnt go fr mly dance fr so long cos of this person . and she knew that person . and kak rai helping me in such of way fr me to enter mly dance baq if its possible . insyallah . idk if can . haish . why my live's like this . gosh wishing hby and kak raihanah and visitors and bloggers = goodnites !
 (bangs fringe ! haha . ) blogging to kill time !! and yes , im back home frm school . gosh , its tiring . im currently watching jeritan sepi 2 . its a sad story which make me cry , shitts . and yes , today is a wonderful day . had ptqa and ohs practical & theory . prac was okay , and ptqa , ammar and akid / fuzz make my day , they joke around and yes , that hensem boy in class , syafiq , sungguh the marah dgn C.A . class advisor . haha . abt his hair , class advisor mcm sialx ader la . && ooh , khairi pon samer . well , fadly makes my day , i noe they noe im sad as many probs comes by . and that person is way too busy with his GF , well , im chill kae (: i noe u noe . and yesh , fuzz and sha2 je tawu why la kan . and mls nk cerite kat sini . maybe , will be celebrate his bdae alone / and blow the candle alone . well , thats life .. mati sorg , idop sorg , smue sorg . hais .. tmr no lesson , and yes , he is busy tmr , cancel the meetup on us . (: mayb tmr , will be wandering abt at vivo as tmr theres no lesson , and theres a class activity at hortpark , .. and guess , gtg .. (ive just editted my blog skin . yes .. haha) off to wash up and watch teevee . byebye (:
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 a im getting sick . one whole day ive been thinking and thinking . im like living like a dead corp .. and i also dunnnoe why . ive been imagining things . but im totally scared . hp's calls was like restricted , and no reply . yes , i do ask you to rest . im so totally stress up . hais . idk why , i keep thinking and thinking abt this , what if one day u must let me go ? im like .. haish .. cos i noe who i am , not thinking negatice , but thats , this the fact . why cant i be like other couples does ? totally ytd feels great , but today comes the bitter . idk whats with me . sum1 , help me !
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 today had much time with my time ?? hahas mirul sick , brought my adek to doc and me to consult doc as well ! didnt went for po1 but did went for evt . aft sch , met fasha . then went baq again , met fasha again at int , and took my hby frm bedok mrt . really miss him ! went to buy fasha cntcts lens solution and me do smth else . then hby decided to bring me to changi airport . so bought dunkin' doughnut and off to C.A . had splendid time with hby . off to T2 at ard 10pm , met mum there , off home sweet home . dear = cpt semboh k . (: nites2 bye
Monday, October 26, 2009 - hai to all bloggers and visitors . school was really tiring for me . sad and madness + boredness occur while im in college today . won bronze for dance , selendang jatuh + songket jatuh . nehmind . whats over is over . had lunch . it was such a relieve , finally hby say he was eating in sch ( sp ) , (: .. but then , aft 5.30pm , hby didnt online , or seems replying my msgs . i was like so scared & frightened . i dun wan him to be angry or smth ? maybe bcos of me ? werds came out when ur angry ryte . jealousy is what most ppl go thru . and i was the one in the cohort ? nvm . i really miss him and lovelove . no matter what , ...... iloveyou . (: boom .. bill for broadband is here . gosh , its $21 . huhu . pay up tmr . gosh , byebye money . hahaha . tmr having evt theory , cmfirm bored and tiring . and im off now , love HIM LOADS > BYE
Sunday, October 25, 2009     hi bloggers N visitors . im back to blogging . N yea ! finally im back ryte ! haha . ytd - met dini @ bedok int , went to ecp . man bdae pit ! aft then , met aishah at parkway 7eleven . meet up point . so bought some drinks as to clear out our thirst ! the weather is so damn hot ! so walk to ecp . punye la kaki saket . haha . its quite far la . but , it do save our $$ by going ecp by taxi hah ! so then waited for man and family & friends like almost 2 hrs ! damn him . so reached there ard 430pm ++ man came ard 630pm ? we 3 were like angry and bingit sikit . so then helped man with his tent , and drank some drink and off home sweet home . as theres no time of hooray hooray la cos aishah nid to be back by 9pm . then guess what ! i bcome mat rep tak mnjadi . its like , mat rep bwa blk pon tgk kan . hees . (: peace tawu. and off to bedok int by 197 while aisha and dini 966 to bukit pnjng . and hby msged me when im reaching bedok int . and i really miss him loads as he just top up his pp8 . and watched tangisan bulan madu upon reaching home , then showered , talk to hby and lights off ! today - someone came to my house . hees . laptops for the day . that person do his design for school and me with my game . then i played with his hair . hees . mcm nk gunting tau . agrhh ! then webcam here and there . and fcuk webcam , my desktop webcam sot gyler now . hmph , cian hby tak le pkai ! .. so u noe who la kan . (: then aft that , strts with project . done with it , clean my room , and off meet up fasha and send him to int . me and fasha then walk ard bedok int . and home sweet home at ard 6pm ++ . soon , im going to buy new contact lens . the current one da nk expired tawu . ps:// gmbr aishah yg klkar tu is my creation . no werk in class , played with aishah hair . i create it , i laugh at it . haha . till next time , nites .. and ilovemyhby . (:
Monday, October 19, 2009 eloo . mwning everyone ! & sorry if i have not been blogging since sometime . like lazy to blog and cant find any suitable time for it . ive bought my new mobile broadband . and now i can online wherever i wan . my previous broadband the contract finish la beb . so ive bought the new one for my own purposes . HAPPY BDAE TO AMMAR ! haha . the joker of the joker of the funniest faces in JC0901R . and wishes u gud luck and hope u succeed in what you are doing right now or maybe later on ! and ive to make and announcement here . people whom ive invited to my bdae party on 14 nov , pls cmfirm ur appearance by friday if its possible ? as i nid to see the total strengh of it . kk . bye (:
Saturday, October 17, 2009      happy deepavali to all my ind friends ! ytd went sch as per normal , met dini at bedok int . both of us were lil late . and in fact , did ntg during peq , but finishing up my ptqa statistical assignments and its is a workload ! and in fact , 3/4 of my classmates also do what im doing too ! then po1 , class was cancel due to not having presentation , no one bring any coursenotes and no slides studies ! huhu . me , sha , dini & nad met jay outside sch , she's damn late . no class for her then ! gud her . so went to tamp mall , breakfast there . snapped some pics ! gosh . we were all hyper especially , NAD ! then ard 1230+pm , sha/dini went home , jay/nad baq to sch . me met the babyboy at tamp ! he's adorable . with his random jokes , gosh . so then , ard 2+ , me baq to sch , had smth on . oooo , baq home at ard 630pm . taadaa . as for today (17th ) - went clementi with mum , ate mac and babyboy msged me huhu and called me , but im with my mum , so sorry (: . then back home , reached ard 7pm . - theres this one hawtt guy standing infrnt of me in the mrt ! - shhh . well then , bye .
Wednesday, October 14, 2009  love is so precious when till u nid to sacrifice , if its urs , let it goes , if it comes back , its defnitely yours . if it doesnt came back , it doesnt meant to be yours . well , talking abt ytd . went sch late po1 was a shocked . came in class , full of student councillor . and one of them is ' faris haekal ' . was shcoked and ive lost all my says and werds . and ya , ive longed 4get abt him . but his face is so cute and charning , i guess ! well , in class , some dsturb me , some dsturb shi hui . but the thing is , how my classmates especially the malay guys noe i like him before ! gosh . malu ! as for today ( oct 14 ) , met him again in cafe heaven 1 and his walking with anna . and i was awww ! his smile is pweety wide . had P.E and played badminton . i won to janson ! haha . victory ! went back with sha and dini , to bedok int and they took 168 while i took 225 . and im currently chatting wth faris haekal . ( to muzz , i will still love you ! yesha (: boom . tmr amy day . spray black ! argh . and mom plan to go out to uncle imran house as cukur rambot baby die ! argh ! bye
Tuesday, October 13, 2009  as u see ytd i was so tied up and tired ! so decided to blog abt ytd , today ! and ya . ytd had much time with JC0901R , R2 . and its so great , did DC experiment . to find out how much oxygen molecules are there in the liquid .  this is taken today . as u can see , do i look dif !? lost 10kg okay ! haha . and today was a okay day . no mood to talk abt today . make it tmr's topic then . haha . cheers . bye
Monday, October 12, 2009 im temporary not in the mood to blog . had fun ytd , amirul bdae ! ( pics are uploaded in my fb ! ) and ya , plss god , let us bth live in peace ! no more arguments pls . and i love him and i noe he love me . tmr having po1 and evt theory . bye (:
Saturday, October 10, 2009  above : abg aku la ! org yg aku cinta, namanye mulai dri pada huruf 'M' (: so , im back home . with an okay slight fever . and had a fun time with my abg . abg had his 1 scrambler session . scrambler rosak beb ! and pindah day todae . frm pasir ris to tampines court . and abg lagi sikit da nk kne saman till atok bsing smcm ! haha . 4th floor hs makes me crazy . went to ntuc with atok . then coffeshop with abg . and btw , name abg aku FAHMY . ( abg sdare ) i rgard him as my abg ! jadi , aft that he and me joke ard , and at ard 8pm , abg say that he want to send me home . he then on his music loud2 and wind down the window and he drove quite fast ! scared . lastly , my day with him was splendtestic . ************* i love you and no matter what , we will still together (: and im touch with the msgs u snd ,me today . me miss u (:!
Friday, October 9, 2009 morning . hahas . chnge my blog song . to an old song . ive ever put this song in my blog , but its sucha long time ! its alphabeat - boyfriend . and i love the lyrics . b , dgr lyrics btol2 . (: and i get this song from my cousin sirah dlu . boom . hees . tembak kang ! currently , the correct time now is 634am . and just msged him . i wan mit him ! idk if he's free . shots . and btw , ive been missed by asyraf aniq bey ! haha currently msn-ing with that guy . that funny guy . haha tak bis2 tny . haha . mit u next wk monday in class kk aniq ! ltr on will be helping my aunty as she's moving out frm condo to tampines court . massionate hs . wow . heehes . b , wan mit u . missed ! bye
       hey guys . this is whatv exactly happen ytd . haha used my webcam to snapped cool fast pics and ive put it in video mode . haha . funny lah when i look back at the pictures . haha . unfortunately , jay was busy doing smth at that time . and while we were making NOISES in the library , ader 1 mamat librian ni kpo la . ini takle tu tak le . hehes till we hack cre just laugh . and ammar also chatted with my abg ! abg shazly seems angry but idk whether its true or not . arghh . ytd msged b , guess he replied twice then he senyap . shhh . hees . cian die tau . piitied him . need to werk . tc tawu . lovelove klaa . bye
i can still online ! using my wireless starhub broadband . this is from me to u tawu b - * i really touch when u look in my eyes * i really frgive u wen u say sorry * i really love you wan u say u remember abt me * i really hurt when u neglect me as well as ignoring me * but really i noe u were busy / * the most sweetest thing u really make me melt is when u say I LOVE YOU and I WONT EVER WAN TO LOSE YOU (: * * off to pasis ris . * will be back tmr . ** loved him . * i dun noe whether he do loved me not ? ** ignored ? yes . why ? guess i dsturb him to much . * thats all ? guess im least important . ** had fun on weds ? nope , some probs . * him ? guess not with me , but he's happy on tues . ** good for him . * meet again ? depends whether he wans ** maybe im not goodlooking or ugly ? ( lol ) * but whatever it is , i do loved him like a treasure (: to you : listen to this song . and the lyrics . thats what i feel and that song represent me (: cried twice when listening to this song .
 pops tembak kang ! so met my sayangs mates at city hall . then went to esplanade library . and camwhored like mad ! will upload it on monday . waiting for 830pm , will go to my nanny house . sleepover ! pooff .. im so bored . getting bored ,, and my heart is aching . and im like getting more stress . getting sick is the godness of the goodness ! my sony erricson hp drop twice ! fcuk . in the train , and in the shopping mall . thanks ammar for making my day brighter . altho im sad on some particular issue . and its sucha hurt to read ur blog . doesnt seems particularly , loved me too . well , im not sure , only god noes how i feel . its a pain in the heart ! the loved is getting hard like a stone . but nevertheless , its least appreciated . end of mth ? guess , im will ... and ya , hope u have fun with the other party huh . like last tuesday perhaps ? well , last weds is a blaster for me . hope u are happy . (: im happy when u r happy . but my heart is cracking . get it ? its me happy , but not my heart . just <3>
neglected ? nope . hurt ? yes . dun nid to say sorry . heard many sorry's for the past few days . ********************** so im useless and im stoopid ? haha , shutup . jsut a random sentence , well , im just getting crazy ! crazed ! wanna eat doughnut ! arghhh . bye
Thursday, October 8, 2009 got it . im back . will be wearing maybe my purple top or black top or my cotton on blue tshirt . haha . still deciding between this 3 . buut left 3 goes to one / and yes , ive closed down my tagboard . i didnt nid one aniwaes . but do add me in fb or fs or even tagged or even msn ? haha bye
stresss ! idk what to wear ! argh . bdk la kao mien . very slow . tu la / almari byk sgt bju . arghhh . wait up . guess , im wearing my very short , short and a tshirt top . ! maybe black orh idk ! stoopid me . sianz . hais . wait . brb . haha will love and be love with u . even my fren say ' in your fcuking dream ' haha . but i will still love u as even its not in reality , im just happy to be with u . but its hurt sometime . cos ur werds seems untrue sometime ): but i will still love u ! bye
 sorry for the long silence . and woits ! im going to private my blog any sooner or later . cos will post mcm2 post kat dlm nti u . hehes . aku syg dia dan aku tahu yg dia sayang aku juga ! hehe yeap , i guess , im in love .. love love love . but one incident happen , left the scar . kk . wont ungkit k . so , met b that day . and i love that person ! hehes . i love him . (: (this malay song makes me cry when im thinking of u ! ) bye for now bloggers
Monday, October 5, 2009  im so frustrated with the weather tawu . make me pee 7 time at aft 7pm . gud la kann . 7time aft 7pm ! gud timing tawu . . well said , guess , im attch . maybe , but not officially , yet . but hopefully soon insyallah . so ai sei man . i love my new hair cut la bdh ! haha . half short half long , and next week monday is the new term of school start ! morning to college , then of to home . aiks ! same old thing . so sian . aniways , tmr going to my bro sch for paying his sch fees ! haha . bye (:     so well , this week was so pack with relatives & friends to my house ( hari rayaing ! ) the pic abve is taken on saturday . unfortunately , ytd didnt actually take any pictures while many people also came to my house . snapped . ytd , uncle zaidi & family , nenek busu and husband and kak nora and family . kak lina didnt came as she's tired . haha . but hey , i rest early . ive chnge my blogskin to whitish clean . and ermm , ntg to blog abt . currently chatting with my bucukness cutest fren , aishah . and i miss aishah and nadd the most ! chatted with nadd 2 days straight sat and sunday . haha . bye !
Saturday, October 3, 2009  my time was spent with my mum(above) and siblings . as my sister had her sports day and hari raya gathering cum children day , me and mum accompanied her till the end of the celebration . and my sis won 1st in the game . congrats . so after the event at ard 11+ , went to bedok int as took my brother for a haircut . without thinking in a proper manner , i straightly wanted to trim my hair ! haha . so now , one side deeply short, other side , long . and at ard 5pm , start with packful of relatives came my , (photos will be uploaded later on) . so , who came ? cik ayu family , cik lan family , dads friends , mum friends . fuhh . & i love the baby reza loads . carried him without fail ! calculating the time , and its actualy 238am ! so , im gonna off ' my laptop and off for bed . tmr going to int with fasha , then with my family out to open house if im not wrong . bye (: ( zan , what shuld we do ? hmm )
Friday, October 2, 2009 so my day was spent with my lovely dovey friend and it makes my day ! and so , im late today . supposed to meet azmi at 2 , i met him at 230 aye so met the rest at mac tamp , poof to cikgu nora's house . it was well ? overwhelming perhaps . its like 11 of us conquer cikgu's house . & its gud cikgu still remember me . and she actually bought 4 boxes of pizzas for her guest . her planned is 2 box for us 11 and other 2 is for the sec 3s which will be coming at the later part . but guess what , we 11 take all the 4 boxes for us . we ate that 4 boxes but left some for the sec 3 ! i noe how devil we are . aft that , went tamp 1 with mi , ain , nisah and dhiah . for toliet then took train back home . tmr , will be going to my sis sports day . and im currently chatting with my angel and on the other side , shasha . bye Thursday, October 1, 2009  people ! im backy . huhu . so well , today's plan is out with my sec school friends again . will be meeting em' at 215pm at tamp . will meeting azmi first at bedok then meeting the rest at tamp . (: bye
 shopping and shopping . will be back by tmr ? so my time was spent with $$ . tmr , maybe im going bedok int . aft ive come baq . && really love my pic now . haha . (: i noe , to me , i look good now . pretty good indeed . people , dun msg or call me till tmr . ytd till tmr as my phone is faulty and my phne is not with me till tmr . bye |
